There is nothing sexier than watching a man masturbate.
I was 15 when a man first wanked in front of me and I thought it was the most erotic thing I’d ever seen. The climax and waterfall of semen cascading over his hands and shaft — Me-Fucking-Ow.
Slowly, my obsession with watching men wank transformed into dual masturbation. To this day, dual masturbation is one of my favourite sexual acts. Some of my most powerful orgasms have been achieved via this team sport.
But this blog isn’t about male wankery or dual masturbation, this blog is about The Wank Bank — that visual archive we delve into whilst masturbating.
I often masturbate to porn but do not need it to climax. Actually, if I’m honest, I’d much prefer to dig into the showreels of my mind.
I have a vivid imagination, so porn can’t really compete. Today I’m opening the door to my wank bank for you to have a peek.
CURRENT MEN I WANT TO FUCK
This is my most popular masturbatory archive. It’s like a ‘new release’ section in a DVD store. But the DVD store is in my mind. Usually at any given time there will be one or two men on my radar. Some stay on the ‘new release’ list for weeks — others for years, days, months. Basically the fantasies involve them and me in every sexual fantasy one could think of: fellatio, dp, 69, anal, bondage, doggie, gangbangs, sex-toy play, spanking, rape fantasies, BDSM etc.
MY WAR FANTASY
I am obsessed with my war fantasy. You can read how my obsession started here.
This fantasy is saved for when I have unlimited time because it is long and specific. I need at least an hour to fully complete the fantasy before allowing myself to climax. The fantasy makes me howl like a bitch. I need a pillow to scream into. If I could grab it out of my mind and distribute it as a film in Europe, my god — it would win awards! These soldiers know their stuff and they’re brutal.
This is my most epic sexual fantasy. It has cooked and cooked in my brain for over 25 years.
MR NAMELESS FUCK
Mr. Nameless Fuck was the best fuck of my life.
I realise if we’d gotten to know each other and fucked numerous times, imperfection would have crept in — because humans are imperfect.
Imagine if you knew that ‘a fuck’ was going to be the last fuck of your life. How would you progress? What positions would you do? Would you go hard or soft? Fast or slow?
Mr. Nameless Fuck LITERALLY fucked me as if I was the last woman he was ever going to fuck. It was primal, raw and animalistic. I’ve never been fucked as hard as he fucked me and I’ve been fucked damn hard.
He owned me. He objectified me. I can’t remember his face. I know he was wearing a blue t-shirt. I know that I was sober – haha. There are just visions and feelings associated with that fuck, that will be with me forever.
PAST SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS
I do fantasise about men I’ve fucked previously but it’s all disjointed like a dream. I don’t remember ‘whole fucks’ as such. I just remember flashbacks of what various men have done to me.
- how he shoved my head down on his cock
- how he entered my arse
- how he flips me over
- how he looks at me
- how it feels when he blows inside of me
- the sound he makes when he cums
OLDER MEN
I had men in their 50s banging me when I was 16. I have always felt attracted to older men. While other 16, 17, 18 year old girls were going to parties with BOYS their same age. I was being wined, dined and fucked by men in their fifties. I had a ball. No regrets!
All these years later, I’m still massively attracted to debonair older men.
MOVIE SCENES
I don’t masturbate about celebrities or movie stars — though I realise many women do. It’s a bit too unreal for my liking. I mean, I find George Clooney as gorgeous as the next woman but I wouldn’t masturbate about him. However, there are certain movie scenes I’ve masturbated to. I’m not going to list them. Ha!
BEING FILLED UP
I am OBSESSED with having no empty space. So I often focus intently on dicks filling orifices.
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What sexual fantasies exist in your wank bank?